it's true I have written a crochet book. it has been published. I never had the book. I never seen the book. I did remember typing the whole content of the book. and during the making, I change the laptop 3 times. so it's the most expensive book I ever write and it's invisible.
if you find a crochet book with my name on it (Dessy something... I don't even remember how I wrote my name in the book). then yeah, that could be my book.